Life is like a car, when you just started to drive it, you maybe will faced some obstacle,
You maybe hit it, the engine maybe stop, you maybe forgot to pull your break, and it maybe cause you in dangerous, and just stop by anytime. Sometimes I am wondering why I work so hard for it? My life maybe ended by another second, and my tomorrow maybe ended by today? How could I life in this bad minded? How to say if my tomorrow will have continued last for few ten years later but not now? Human shouldn’t just think the negative things, but must still have some contingency plan instead of just go back to god arms without fulfilling your journey. Every tomorrow, every second maybe your last breath, but it’s also the new began of a new hope, the time and chances will not always waiting for you. If you never throw away your sorry in your heart, you will never get nearer to your new hope, there is something which you must forgo instead to get another thing, it maybe hard to do it sometime, but once you get into it and you will began of your new life. There is someone, something, some ever which you feel sorry and wish to start overall again, but stay in mind, how say if the thing will never come again? The thing has passed and not belonging to you then you should just forgo it and chasing for your tomorrow. Mom, please give another few years, I don’t want you to continue what you having now but to a better tomorrow, I maybe a bad girl in your front but there is something which you don’t know, which is I Love you so much, every time when I arguing with you, and make you mad, I am so sorry, but these things I won’t let you know. Furthermore, in your eyes, you will sure think that I am always childish and immature and always make you angry. But you never listen to me which what the thing is I want for. I very envy to sisters which can do their own things. You allowed, listen to them and give them their own life, but how bout me? Had you ever listen to me and ask for my opinion? Don’t think I am nonsense, I need my own life, and my own destiny, I don’t need anyone to show me the roof for where to go. If I fall down on the way I had chosen, I had not regret for it. Don’t tell me what is the right, and what is the wrong, if I ever go for it, I will never heart die, please don’t stop me to go on my own, can you all just give me a little of support? I don’t need any financial support but your mentally support, I just want to do what ever I wish to do. Mom, and sisters, I am not doing any bad things, please just let me to succeed my dreams? Mom, I will give you a better life from now, I pledge from bottom of my heart, I mention it, I really mean it…I love you…